Everything is finally going back to normal, well.. what we NOW consider normal that is.
Jerry is home (has been for almost 2 weeks), and we are getting back into the groove of things. Everyone made the choice to eat better and start watching what we eat. Being more active is another thing everyone is trying to do. It's been weird if I am being honest but it's something that has to be done.
The depression has been back recently, and honestly... I've thought about how much more I could take if it were to get worse. I've been back on my binge eating and honestly.. it's exhausting. I've done a lot of research and praying to get to this point right here. I don't want that life for me. I've seen what it can do to me overall. I've pushed myself to do more than just eat when I am stressed out. I started drinking more water, and being more active. Taking James outside and having play time, lifting weights and dancing. It kinda sucks sometimes, because of the MS but I make it work in the end. I've learned to cope better with reading books again. I won't lie, it's been hard to find something that keeps me interested.. but here we are.
I started back with YouTube Shorts.. mainly dinner items. I still haven't gotten the courage to do store videos. That's my main goal, but if we are being honest I need an actual camera to do that. I did ONE unboxing video and I had to can it due to the video looking weird once I uploaded. I'll have to save up and see where things go!
I am pushing to do more on Twitter (X) and Twitch. I have everything set up for Twitch however.. after Jerry had his stroke everything was put on hold and for good reason. I haven't just yet set up a time where I will go live for the 1st time.. at this time it is just a waiting game. I am hoping to do this within the next month.
Instagram has been doing really good lately. I recently slowed down due to some medical problems but I am back and going daily. Recently I also started working with Quest again, so you can expect more Quest posts and reviews as time goes on!
I am pretty happy with how everything is going at this time, and feel God has really laid it on my heart to be patient with life. That's exactly what I am doing.
I hope you'll follow along on this fun journey!
until next time.
xoxo,
Chels
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